Tending to laugh

[Love Seeker]

Tending to laugh​

​

I dont smile​

Rarely want to​

You taught me not to​

Deep inside​

I feel I want to​

But I want you​

And you taught me not to​

So I dont​

I tell my self not to want​

I am so weak​

The look in your eyes I cant bear​

Cant bear to see​

When Im alone​

And youre so far​

I hear the silence​

Playing in the dark​

Playing too loud​

So I tend to laugh​

Without a reason​

I want to hate you​

I dont have time​

So I need you​

And I laugh​

I know not why​

I laugh to forget you​

To feel free​

So some day I become free​

Free from you​

Free from your silence​

That hurts my ears​

So I leave​

And I tend to laugh​